What is this

I tried loving again with open arms, tons of understanding, compromising, shouldn’t have been or had to but fantasied about what should be and could I tried to accept the things I couldn’t change and appreciate what was given even though it came with me losing all of me more than ever… is funny I

I’m Tired

I hate feeling like everything is just crashing down and burning around me. I hate not being in control being taken advantage of and deemed unnecessary.. I don’t know where I belong or how to fit in or how to just sit in me comfortably and just be.. I miss peace and happiness and freedom

Nov9

To some, Black women are not afforded the luxury of finding a better relationship. Black women are not worthy of magical love stories. Successful love stories for Black women are marked solely by our ability to endure suffering and continue to stand with partners who demean, abuse and cheat on us with grace..Women are constantly

J2019

It’s been a long time I shouldn’t have left you without a good blog to hold you🤣🤣 it’s me and I’m BACK again. Lots of changes lots of growth some mistakes made once again BUT I’m back on my journaling kick. This has been my go to to let go and say what I want

Lord I love you

It took the Lord taking you away from me to see how beautiful I am, how capable I am how strong I can and will be… it took me losing everything to learn the importance of not putting any thing or person before him and to only depend and lean on him for every need

Anxiety

What’s anxiety like you ask? …it’s like trying to prepare for a life threatening storm but being stopped at every 3rd step to answer where’s the charger, the toy, tell him to stop, hey you sit down,hey mom are you tired, why are you breathing so hard like you’re running👀👀BECAUSE along with everything mini second

Life

I think it’s pitiful that only when our life’s are being taken by the police do our people feel the need to riot rally and come together for visuals smh…where was the rally for change when my cousin was shot in the head by someone the same color as he “just” because the other guy